Empty Nest Soon

I am so anxious about Dylan moving in two weeks. I need to keep reminding myself to BREATH.. because the stress is really getting to me. I have so many emotions going round and round in this head of mine. How will he do on his own? How will I cope if he doesn't make it and also if he does? Will I still feel needed as a Mom? I know both of us will be less stressed and get along better if we are living apart from each other. After awhile it seems we take each other for granted and having our separate places will, I believe, do great things for our relationship.! 
On another note- I am so happy I have two days off from work in a row- I get to sleep in tomorrow!! Yeah! Feeling pretty sleepy right now so I better listen to my body and go to bed now.
Hugs & Love

Memory Collage

16X20 Canvas I glued some of my favorite things to and hung on my wall!
 I wish you could see all the little details. 

All We Have Is All We Need

~A good habit to develop is to monitor our thoughts prior to acting on them. It takes only a second or two to do this, and the payoff is immediate~

This is a very good quote for me :-)  
 I will do my best to develop this habit!

And one more...
♥Feel the tension leave your body when you let your heart be your ears today♥

Hope

I have to have hope for a better tomorrow so I am determined to be hopeful and to never give up!

Hope, Believe and Balance these are the words going through my head right now.

I'm starting the Nicoderm patch tomorrow to help me stop smoking- wish me luck, believe me I'll need support. Goodnight

Feeling Down

I haven't posted in awhile, I've been in a low mood with no energy. I've been worried about my health and focusing too much on it. This needs to change. I want to start blogging again, it is therapeutic. Dylan is busy right now so I started looking at some pictures on facebook and found the following quote and it is exactly my problem. I need to just let life happen and enjoy what is not what I think it should be.